so much

i havent been writting for so long
so many things had happened to me
good ones bad ones
some unexpected some expected
but the thing is i am embracing every single thing that had happened to me

things had been really hard for me this past few months
too many impressing to do
but i know i didnt impress anyone at all
i am just being myself
the plain me

but everything turned out to be better than fine
everything became better than ever
better than i can ever imagine
enemies became friends
friends became closer friends
closer friends became like a family
wat more can i ask for

i am blessed with an angel i always say
i know not everyone is perfect
sometimes, people do have their temper
have their own ways to get their conveniences
have their own stuff to think about
and mostly have their own way of loving someone

there are things that i have to get use to
i will not say that it is easy
but i will not say that it is hard too
i will just have to get the hang of it and adapt to it
because i know this will be my life for years to come

i didnt regret that it happened
but i do regret how it happened
too many hearts have been broken
just coz of ones selfishness
i hope it will heal when the time comes
i do apologize for everything

once again, i say...
i am blessed with an angel...