Monday, June 30, 2008

The Sushi Feast...

i dun really remember when was this already but it has been quite sometime now...i think is on the
9th of April
well, all i know is that Sushi King was having offer for RM2 for all small dishes except for a few types...
but i guess that is all we need...
it was after our presentation when we went for
The Sushi Feast...
so as u can see we are all in formal dressing...hahaa....
and we went there at about 5pm. the line was really long...
so we decided to take some pictures while waiting...

enjoy....


Laurel & Qi


Hui Yee & Qi

NaNa & I
Girls In Black



Finally dinner time...
This is where all the havoc begins....


Look at Hui Yee... haha....


Look at NaNa....


twinkle twinkle little star....



nana


hui yee


sin yee


QiQi


Laurel

me

well, thats all of it... all 6 of us ate at about

54 plates...

u can imagine how people were looking at us when we chow down all that food...

hahaha.... girl power !!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Have I changed?

I had breakfast with my secondary friends dis morning.
They are pretty close to me.
Last time during our school days we would talk in the morning before the Perhimpunan, talk in class, talk during recess, and even talk before we go back. And after that we will meet in Tuition Centers and we would continue talking again. Sometimes we even make phonecalls just to talk. I wonder if we really have so much to talk. Come to think about it i dont know what we have talked about.


Old pic of my friends




Its too much to remember.
Sometimes we even mistaken who has told who what.
So we tend to repeat ourself about the same things twice.
But on that day and a few previous gathering i tend to talk really little...

i dont know y...
and they would say that i have changed alot... my behaviour they say...
they say that i have turned into someone really quiet and dun talk much anymore.

Last time i would be talking almost about everything that i can observe. But this time i m the one listening only. I wonder why is it so. Actually i didnt notice it until they told me only then i realised.

But why ?? what happened ??

Come to think about it, it practically started ever since i step foot into MMU. And there is where everything started. At the 1st day i get to know Laurel.

My dear friend...
Laurel n I at Genting...



She was very brave to talk to me first because I was being really cool and all that. But who knows we can be best friends till now and we are housemates right now.


Laurel me QiQi

Aint that cool? haha.... dn later on i go to her apartment and there is where i met my next best friend...
Ong Qi Qi... haha...tats what we call her la...but her name is Jia Qi... but i call her "Cha Cha" and she calls me "Kong Kong" ... haha... i also dunno why... but its just wat we call each other... and now it gets more fluent already... it comes out so easily when we are calling each other now... haha... oh, and we are housmates also now ... but we found out somthing really out of the ordinary recently... we have alot in common... even our AA says that we look alike... haha... and Cha Cha will go crazy and say
"dunno which part ah" ... haha....

Do we look alike? hahaha.....



Its nice having them around... everything seems fun...
but not everything good comes that easily...
At first when i started my 1st sem at Cyber it was really hard for me to adjust to the environment and suddenly my room has turned into half or lesser than wat i have at home.
And also having a roomate just next to me...
Everything was really hard for me...
but thank god I have the bestest friends ever and they made me feel like home...
But sometimes we do have some unhappy stuff or maybe we offended each other without noticing it... but everything will be fine once we get our head cleared...

well, having to stay with them is something really incredible for me...
our lives at there are so..... Interesting... i can say...
sometimes we even get really crazy and will go out to McD in the middle of
the nite for nuggets, fries and worst still burgers...
all 3 of us are pretty crazy huh...
we had so much fries and nuggets...
we keep adding on...
buy nuggets and get fries free...
haha...cant imagine how much we have eaten tat nite...
at last at about 3.30am only we go back... haha... and another was a nite before my Korean test... i was struggling with it and they keep on shouting that they are really hungry...
finally they drag me along to go to the mamak just downstairs...
and i bring along all my korean papers...
(uhuhuh...i will talk about my korean language experience in another post...)
and later on my Korean friend joined us...coz he was teaching me...
well, my friends they all ate but i just concentrate on my korean paper in the dark.. haha...
but it was really nice... haha...

and another time was...
i dont really remember how it happened but i remember we just
finished a paper at night then on our way back in the car we all heard a
really nice song that we all like and we were singing along...
and later on, Cha Cha suggest that we should
go for Karaoke...
and it was just a second that we all agree to do so...
and u know what time it is? at about 11.30...
coz after we finish our paper we were all starving and went to
have a bite only then we came home...
so we faster went up to change and everything,
and so we left for
Karaoke at Neway, Puchong...
we had tones of fun that night...
we even forget about the fact that we still have another paper 2 days later.
Everything ended at 3am... we were all exhausted when we got home...
but i thought, that was the best night ever with my friends...


well, sometimes we will just go to Secret Recipe to have some cakes or anything...
when my dear friend Laurel n Cha Cha are not happy they will love to have the
brownies with ice-cream from Secret.
we really enjoyed ourselves in what ever we do...

well, i m really blessed i have such good friends...

big hugs and kisses for them....

muakkkkssss........

Thursday, June 19, 2008

The misery has finally gone...

I really dont understand how come some one can
dont understand what someone's limit is.
I have been told n i know very well myself everyone's patience has its limit.
N i guess i have reached mine way back then and i finally manage to have the courage to stop everything that has been done wrong.
I know i would hurt that someone very deeply when i come clear and tell
what and all i have to say. But i really had enough.
And ever since knowing that someone i had never been calm before.
He practically made my life hell.

But thanks to the support of my lovely friends and mostly my bf,
i manage to come clean n get it of my shadow.
I suppose sometimes being too good to someone may cause them
to over board the line has been drawn from the beginning.
But honestly, i m really relief i had tell out all that i need to say.
Or else i feel so sorry for myself. And i feel locked.
I never had this kind of feeling before because as to my friends
they know me very well. But this feller, he would not understand a
thing i have said although i have said it for a million times.
And all he can say is "I am sorry".
I have had enough of all the stupid sorrys that he has to say.

He should know from the very beginning that i have
my limits n i made it really clear to him.
But i suppose he couldnt understand anything that i have to say.
It like a duck talking to a chicken.
I have only treated him a very friend from
the first day we get to know each other.
But technically he thinks that i m all that and always relating me to him mum.
Who does that????
Saying once is enough but saying it all the time is WAAAYYYYY over...
And what kind of a normal friend would call u
in the night n talk to u for 2 hours straight n talking back
on the same things that he have said???
Repeating n repeating n repeating...
what the hell??? Tape recorder???
(Sorry for my language)

At first i thought it was ok for him to do that
but untill then i realise he does that all the time...
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!!
I even have to ask my friends to answer my calls
just because i dont want to talk to him.
My God!!!
can believe i m cheating on myself.
But thankful enough i woke up from that terrible dream.
N i have my life back.
And he even occupied my phone line when during 12am on my birthday.
Causing my bf not being able to call in.
I m really angry at that time. But it was my birthday so i just let it go.
N my friends purposely sand birthday song loud
enough to make him hang up but he wouldnt budge even a bit
till i say there was a call waiting for me.

And he keep on telling me he just want everything to be normal.
I say by acting this way and calling me everyday asking me what i m doing,
where m i, with who all the time almost 24 hours a day, is way over the Friendship limit.
Which good friend does that? No one!!!
I say even my GIF(good infinty friend; thats wat i call him) dont even do that.
And worst still, my mum dont even do that.
Who is he to do that to me?
I felt all tied up. No privacy No life. Thats why I say its enough.
Enough is enough.
I told him clear enough that although sometimes my friend do make me
angry but i have never tell out my anger like wat i did to him.
If i have the courage to do that i know myself that i m really angry.
Really pissed off!!!!

All the while when he is talking i m only showing my pissed off face.
I know its rude but I really cannot control.
I always show out my emotions whenever i m feeling sad o angry o happy.
I even make a clear statement saying that i really
dont mind loosing a friend right now if that friend is like u.
I know its really harsh but thats what i totally think.
N i feel that i have cheated myself long enough.
So i should treat myself better.
I even say i fine on my own. Loosing a friend like you means nothing to me.
I would be better off without this kind of friend.
Most of my close friends know that i dont lie.
I mean i m really bad at lieing.
I would only tell out the truth n think what is right.
In the end i am telling so many lies ever since i know him.
Its more than enough to treat myself that way.
Thanks to my close friends n my bf i finally manage to get back my life.

The misery has finally gone away...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

my 20th birthday

I think this would be the most memorable birthday ever....
I didnt plan much on where to go but my frens have

it all planned n under control...
we went to Karaoke on the 17th June midnight....
we had fun...


My 20th birthday...





I had a great time with them that nite...They are the best. We waste the 1st 30 min when we arrived at Neway coz the system was having a nervous break down.haha...but it was ok then. and they sang the birthday song manually...
so cute...but i m really thankful to have them. muakss.......




Laurel n I



QiQi n I




NaNa n I





Hui Yee(my roomate) n I



We really had a great time...Many funny things happened too....

Qi's soft toy zipped on Hui Yee's shorts...
Laurel trying really hard to pull it out. And Qi manage to take a pic of it. LOL...




Haha...

Us playing with food...

but really delicious...




We "attacked" my birthday cake just like tat wif forks...




yummmmmiiiiiieeeee.....





see what my sweet unni gave me...




a little something from my lovely housemates....








These are my lovely housemates...




All of my friendsss.....




huhu...
practically my heng dai...



the tai koh look... wahahaha....



haha... what type of expression is that ???




Thanks to my friends i really had a great time...
before this dinner my friend gave me a suprise by not telling
me that my "heng dai"s are coming...
actually i have a feeling that it will be them because at Cyber i
only have them as my good friends...
no one else... later when i saw wei kiat only than i m confirm is them...
happy to have them with me that nite...


Thanks guys....
Muakssss....


Friday, June 13, 2008

My lovely Cyndy unni...

My dear unni...
I cant really remember the first time i started to chat wif this special someone.
But all i know each time when we both chat, i will be very happy.
This is because we have so much in common.
I didnt know getting so involve with Fly to the Sky will bring me to this special friend. Sometimes its really weird how we can click so well.
Most of the times when i dont have to say anything, she would understand how i feel n understand what i m thinking.
But i would like to thank a friend that introduce us...
My friend, u should know who u are.
We have been through so much with each other.
Ups n downs through out the way.
But she is always with me supporting me with what i think is right.
We are currently working on a project now.
And she totaly trust me in everything i do. I hope i wont dissapoint her.
Besides that, she is really sweet.
She gave a suprise today, by sending me postlaju with my bday present in it.haha...
If i m not mistaken we have known each other for like 6-7 monthsbut how often can we get so closed with a fren that we have just known for such a short time?
Till now, it seems that i dont have to say much on how i think and she would
totally know what i m thinking.
This friendship has instantly turned so attached so tied up...
The best is that we have the same interest.
Once we start talking about our boys, we will not stop...
The way i treat her is like she is my sister. A really kind n loving sister.
well, i really hope that one day i could meet her...
I would like to get to know her better...
And sometimes i will also tell her about my problems with guys or work or study...
and she will tell me so many things and i really think that it is really nice.
coz how often can u find someone to listen to u so sincerely...
well anyway, i m really greatful to have found such a gud sister like her...
I practically take her as my sis now...hehe
Unni, i think if n when u read this blog u will know it is u i m talking about.
Thank you so much...
언니, 총말감사합니다...
사랑해~~
화이팅!!!!