The misery has finally gone...

I really dont understand how come some one can

dont understand what someone's limit is.

I have been told n i know very well myself everyone's patience has its limit.

N i guess i have reached mine way back then and i finally manage to have the courage to stop everything that has been done wrong.
I know i would hurt that someone very deeply when i come clear and tell

what and all i have to say. But i really had enough.

And ever since knowing that someone i had never been calm before.

He practically made my life hell.

But thanks to the support of my lovely friends and mostly my bf,

i manage to come clean n get it of my shadow.

I suppose sometimes being too good to someone may cause them

to over board the line has been drawn from the beginning.
But honestly, i m really relief i had tell out all that i need to say.

Or else i feel so sorry for myself. And i feel locked.

I never had this kind of feeling before because as to my friends

they know me very well. But this feller, he would not understand a

thing i have said although i have said it for a million times.

And all he can say is "I am sorry".

I have had enough of all the stupid sorrys that he has to say.

He should know from the very beginning that i have

my limits n i made it really clear to him.

But i suppose he couldnt understand anything that i have to say.

It like a duck talking to a chicken.
I have only treated him a very friend from

the first day we get to know each other.

But technically he thinks that i m all that and always relating me to him mum.

Who does that????

Saying once is enough but saying it all the time is WAAAYYYYY over...
And what kind of a normal friend would call u

in the night n talk to u for 2 hours straight n talking back

on the same things that he have said???

Repeating n repeating n repeating...

what the hell??? Tape recorder???

(Sorry for my language)

At first i thought it was ok for him to do that

but untill then i realise he does that all the time...

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!!

I even have to ask my friends to answer my calls

just because i dont want to talk to him.

My God!!!

can believe i m cheating on myself.

But thankful enough i woke up from that terrible dream.

N i have my life back.
And he even occupied my phone line when during 12am on my birthday.

Causing my bf not being able to call in.

I m really angry at that time. But it was my birthday so i just let it go.

N my friends purposely sand birthday song loud

enough to make him hang up but he wouldnt budge even a bit

till i say there was a call waiting for me.

And he keep on telling me he just want everything to be normal.

I say by acting this way and calling me everyday asking me what i m doing,

where m i, with who all the time almost 24 hours a day, is way over the Friendship limit.

Which good friend does that? No one!!!

I say even my GIF(good infinty friend; thats wat i call him) dont even do that.

And worst still, my mum dont even do that.

Who is he to do that to me?
I felt all tied up. No privacy No life. Thats why I say its enough.

Enough is enough.

I told him clear enough that although sometimes my friend do make me

angry but i have never tell out my anger like wat i did to him.

If i have the courage to do that i know myself that i m really angry.

Really pissed off!!!!

All the while when he is talking i m only showing my pissed off face.

I know its rude but I really cannot control.

I always show out my emotions whenever i m feeling sad o angry o happy.
I even make a clear statement saying that i really

dont mind loosing a friend right now if that friend is like u.

I know its really harsh but thats what i totally think.

N i feel that i have cheated myself long enough.

So i should treat myself better.

I even say i fine on my own. Loosing a friend like you means nothing to me.

I would be better off without this kind of friend.
Most of my close friends know that i dont lie.

I mean i m really bad at lieing.

I would only tell out the truth n think what is right.

In the end i am telling so many lies ever since i know him.

Its more than enough to treat myself that way.
Thanks to my close friends n my bf i finally manage to get back my life.

The misery has finally gone away...