what am i suppose to do?

so many things had happen to me since for the past few days
i didnt know how did it happen
but it just did...
i am having a hard time to solve this problem
but i hope that everything will go on smoothly

i can say that i am really lucky to have the greatest friends ever and i have a mum that is like an angel

i really do hope that i can solve this calmly and positively

someone told me that i should always say things base on how i think not how i feel
and i must never jump into conclusion even before i figure out what is the problem

maybe from his words i will know how i can solve this problem

the day of my life

I CANT BELIEVE IT...

its d best nite ever in my life....

i was browsing through BB that is Brian's myspace

(those who know me will know who he is)

and my intention was to find more recents pictures of him to be posted in my forum...

and guess wat i found....

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
see what he wrote at the bottom


VNA (from Malaysia) with her copy of my SOLO ALBUM... U totally ROCK ~!


OH MY GOSH !!!!!
can u believe that???
when i saw it i was screaming and shouting and jumping all over...
when i started to take notice of his song i have been looking all over for his album THE BRIAN

its all totally sold out in everywhere that i find...
i almost gave up...

but i did send him messages telling him that i m looking for his album at all over...

i m even crazy enough to ask him if he has an extra copy that he can give it to me...

i told him my ups n downs when finding for his album...
and finally when i got it...
i took a picture just for a remembrance...
and then i send it to him....

GOSH... i am just so happy...
speechless !!!!


the original photo...

i thank u so much BB for making my dream come true...

muakkkkksssssss~~~~~~

my very own CAMERA....

huhuhuhuhu....

cant believe i have my own camera now...

well, actually was just planning to have a look...

but how can i resist it....

its feature is so cooool just like my laptop....

and the price is so tempting....

finally got the courage to tell my mum

and YES !!!! she agrees...

well of course because i bought it with my own money....

hahaha.....

but i just love it...

the more i see it the more i love it...

here goes...

OLYMPUS FE-310

my sweetie...

ya its not those slimmy type but i love it...

it has a good grip....

thats wat i like most....

the very 1st pic i took...
wanted to take a pic of myself but didnt know it was on zoom...
and therefore something like this came out...
mummy say i look like JU ON....
hahahhahaa.......

at last a clear pic of myself....

well i keep jumping around with my new cam...
start grabbing my sis n my mum to take pic with me....

my sis...

mum preparing for dinner n i forced her to take a pic...
hahahaa.....

hehe....

ohya dears.... c my new laptop wallies are u guys ooo...
i love this pic....

my new BABY...

yahooooooooooo~~~

its here!!!!!

my new BABY...

compaq presario v3840TU

well, i m not sure whether this model is a new one anot..

coz i have asked all over

some said it is n some say its not...

but what they hey...

my BABY looks great...

n i love it...

the spec are to die for...

LOVE IT !!!!

but its not all fully in use yet...
coz not much program in it...
monday gonna bring my BABY go n met its DESIGNER...

already made an appointment...

wahahahhaa....
COOL ~~~~

a BLIND leading a group

So many things has happened during this whole week...
i really dont know how to describe it...

but i m totally exhausted n tired...

can u imagine running to 3 clubs all in the same week?

well, i dont blame it because its what i want...

but the thing is sometimes the way people do things can really kill a person...

its the frustration that kills...

yes its true that everyone has their way of working...
but for Heaven's sake as a leader please do act like one..

if u can lead a group well enough,

i can say that no chaos will happen in this world

but there are times where all this leader will think that whatever they do is right...

the thing is sometimes they are never right...

and they always stick to their own opinion...

besides, they think their are the leader and

therefore they can do whatever they like...

but do they know that

their stupid decision making skills

can really put someone on the line???

have they ever thought of that before or are they all to theirselves???

wat type of a comunity a society a group a club work like that??

nothing is ever going to be succesful if we have a leader that leads us like that...

poor leadership skills

lack of self opinion

poor decision making skills

doing things without even thinking about the consequences

last minute work

MY GOSH !!!!

come to think about it...

we will practically just die even before we start working with a leader that has all this "QUALITY" in leadership...

not only the leader will bring us problem...

the assistant of the leader themselves will also kill us when we are just at the beginning of the war...

how did the assistant killed us???

let me tell u...

poor decision making

all to themselves

butt kisser

the way they talk just kills u...

slow thinker

only talks about COMMITMENT but doesnt have one

point but dont move

what the crap !!!???

how can someone like this exist in a world like this...

i really cannot understand...

and besides, making a decision based on its conveniences is STUPID !!!!

no one makes decision like they do...

yes...

these are pratically the things that i have went through during this whole week...

most of u might not understand but i m sure some of u do...

and to those some of u...

i m really sorry that u guys have been neglected...

but no matter what...

will always love u guys....

muakssss....

My baby cousin

Early in the morning my mum, sis n I woke up and get ready for our journey of our day...

Today we went to Kulai, that is somewhere

near JB but not yet reach JB...

well, the journey was really long...

at about 2 hours for us to get there....

we all reached there safely in the afternoon along with

a few of my aunts and my grandpa...

the reason why we went there was because i have a new born cousin...

his chinese birthdate is the same as mine..

that is at the fifth day of the fifth month in the chinese calendar...

and today is his 1 month old...
so adorable...

his mum changing his nappy

woke him up just to take pic...
crancky now...


he dnwn me to take his pic...
hahaa....

haha...
keep moving around...

look at that...
he dnwn to take pic...

the best pic ever...
smile my dear...

aint he adorable...
he has the baby smell...
so nice...
after that we went out to the nearest shopping mall just to have a walk...
and then we departure for home...

on my way home on the highway...
its so boring...
so i took a few pics of the beautiful sunset...

aint it pretty?
i love it...

it went down already...

and...
this is the end of my journey to Kulai....

-THE END-

Does it Rhyme?

something really frustrating and disappointing happened to me today...

well then i tell to a friend and he was really nice to tell me this...

check it out...

" There's once a girl called alvina.

She's so nice you want her on a pizza.

Dont be angry

Because that would look really scary. "

i didnt know what it was actually until he explained it to me...

he said it was suppose to be a poem and it was suppose to rhyme...

well i told him alvina and pizza dont rhyme...

and he insisted that they both rhyme...

i cant stop laughing by his reaction on telling me how they rhyme...

but not on the poem that he wrote...

hahahhaa...

hilarious !!!

so, do u think it rhymes?

haha...